31/7/2010, evening she say she wants to come overnight at my place at 1st I rejected, then she say she got sick and she can't sleep well at her hostel, so I let her come. She came at 5 something, it was raining heavily luckily she brought an umbrella along, still the umbrella is not enough to cover the rain, due to wind, etc. so she reach here half wet. Then I helped her with her stuffs and helped her clean up herself, awhile later we went for dinner at "face-to-face" had a kinda happy meal there. After that we watched some movies together because too bored and nothing much to talk about halfway of the movie I kind of slept then she woke me. Then I go to my housemate's room to sleep.

1/8/2010, I woke up extra late today which is kind of abnormal for me. Because these days I can only sleep for 6 hours then I will automatically wake up. Well after awake she says she feeling sick so I made her hor yan ho herb tea for her but after drinking it she vomited quite a few times. When I just went out for awhile, she open my blog and read a few sentences and I immediately stopped her. Yet, she kind of cried then went out say let's go for lunch. After lunch, we went to find notebook which she need it. 7pm, my friends called for meeting which I already forgotten or I can say is I don't even know the time and we both haven't had our dinner yet. During meeting, I called her friend later need to fetch her back to her hostel, and she gave me a look and ask "who said I want to back to my hostel??" So I asked her, if you don't back to your hostel then tonight where she sleep. She answer me like it's so obvious, "your hostel lo......" Well, this is the time where I feel I need some space for myself and come on we have already break and where is my freedom??even after break up I also can't get my freedom??Then she gets emotional again, and tells me tomorrow she doesn't have class and have nothing to do plus she is sick blah, blah. My heart tells me well this is the last time letting her do things in her own way already, after that I will try to pull myself back up.